january 20 2008

why bother
Current mood: ashamed
I sit here wondering why I continue to go to treatment and why I bother wasting everyone’s time when I know that I have made a choice in my life to no longer continue going on but rather wait to my chosen day to end all this pain I have bottling up inside my darkened soul. Why should I continue going to all this shit and having others believe that I want help when inside I have made my choice and chosen not to go on and not to accept anyone’s help?

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