october 28 2007

rambling guilt thoughts
Current mood: guilty
i tried so hard and lost them all but yet in the end i sit here wondering if i really even tried at all. if i had really tried my hardest would i have failed? wouldnt i have pushed myself harder? its almost like i gave up and just held on to create create some sense of still being needed and loved by someone but in the end did it really even matter. i still lost all the sense of being needed, loved, and of importance to any of them. i failed them all!

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